I used to be in love with blogging. Everything I did, wherever I went - I wanted people to know and to read the wonders that I saw that flourished in my daily life. But things change. People change - we aren't inanimate.We are full of life, breath, fluorescence and potential.
I, personally have been through some HUGE changes this past year. A new workload at school, jobs, friend groups and boys! Everything in my life is so different to how I would have imagined it, but the thing is that I couldn't ask for anything so amazing. I am so in love with every aspect of my life, and yes I do some crazy and stupid things - but it is to feel free. I pour so much into my relationships with people, my schoolwork and my passions. You have to find what you want to do in life, whether it be a passion or an interest or anything, because if you are stuck doing with something you hate for your whole life time, a little part of you dies inside.
I know that it is scary understanding that how well we do as a teenager will determine our futures as adults. But I promise you, something big is coming. You are the ONLY person that has the ability to physically and mentally change your life. Grow opportunities, fall in love with people, make mistakes, and do things you know you are going to regret, because you are going to regret not doing them. I've lost my blogging voice, and I guess with everything going on - I am required to go have a day of me time. Treating myself to a beautiful lunch, shopping, smiling, my favourite music, anything I want. Because I deserve it. And so do you! You, reader, deserve to be happy. I know that you might feel like things aren't going the right way for you at this certain moment of time but this is just life testing you. In order to get to where you want to go, you have to do the hard yards, and there will be days, where you feel like giving up. I know that. But you have to remember, if you are feeling undermined of your talents - that people throw rocks at things that shine.
Something big is coming. that feeling of being alive, when you just light up and you realise that there is so much in this life that is out there. life doesn't start when you feel this moment, it starts when you are born.
Its your life, don't let anyone make you feel guilty for living it your way.
Go live it.
' The only people I owe my loyalty to are those who never made me question theirs'